Dirty Talk: Exploring Bisexuality With My Childhood Best Friend

Exploring Bisexuality With My Childhood Best Friend

The Dirty Talk Intro & Disclaimer:  Everything in the story below is random and created on the spot while massaging and giving a handjob to my husband.  No filters, no rules, no boundaries; just a story and situation created to help my husband orgasm and enjoy our experience together.  We do this for intimacy and find handjobs less destructive on our bodies than having sex daily (our bodies just can’t handle penetrative sex each day).   All dirty talk is usually pure fantasy.  I use this dirty talk as a form of mental porn for my husband while he is in a vulnerable state due to being touched and massaged.  Sexual intimacy can also help reduce feelings of anxiety and depression as it triggers the release of three mood-boosting chemicals — dopamine, endorphins and oxytocin.  I usually also get really wet because my own naughty thoughts push my own personal boundaries and really turn me on.  This is why it’s so fun.  Unlike giving a blowjob or going through the theatrics of sex, you both connect thoughts together and create sexual stories in the heat of the moment.  He trusts me and we both love this natural vulnerability.  I can almost get inside his head and control his fantasies, dirty thoughts, and talk him into an orgasm in the exact moment my story hits it’s climax.  During my stories he will ask me questions while I talk.  I will include these to the best of my memory.  In fact, every story is to the best of my memory, as I do not know remember all the exact details.   

Exploring Bisexuality With My Childhood Best Friend

I was a bit hesitant with this story as some things are hard for me to open up to.  My husband could sense that this fantasy wasn’t something I was more reserved about, simply because I had never done anything with my childhood friends.  I do get why it’s kinky, but I also get a bit jealous because I am sharing intimate details about my idea of their bodies.   If that makes sense.

Do you want me to talk about having a sleep over with my friend?

Yea, what friend?

Stella.

How old are you?

I am 16.

How old is she?

17.

Are you going over to her house?

No, she is going to stay with me for the night.

What are you wearing?

I am wearing sweats and a loose tank top.  

Are you wearing bra?  

No.

Are you wearing panties?

Yes, a thong.

Stella comes over and knocks on the door.  

How does she look?

Pretty.  She always looks pretty.

What is she wearing?

Baggy sweats and a t-shirt.

Is she wearing a bra?

No, we never wear bras when we have sleepovers.

Can you see her nipples poking through her shirt?

Yes, her nipples are perky and I can see the outline of them through her shirt.

How big are her breasts?

Me and her probably have the same size breasts.

Does she smell good?

She smells amazing.  She always smells good and looks pretty.  Sometimes she wears too much make up but today she doesn’t have very much on. 

We rented a scary movie and decided to watch it up in my bedroom.  We are both sitting on my bed side by side.

Do you and your friends sleep in the same bed when they sleep over?

Yes, me and my friends always sleep in the same bed during sleepovers.

So we are upstairs sitting with our backs against the pillows on the bed.  The movie is scary, so we are sitting kind of close.

Are your parents home?

My parents are gone for the night so it’s just us.  That’s why the movie is extra scary.  We do not have any adults around us.

I lean my head on her shoulder and she smells amazing.  Not sure why, but I slowly slide my head down her shoulder to her chest, and can feel her breasts rubbing on the side of my face.  

I wait to see if she makes a sound or pushes me away, but she doesn’t.  I reach up and wrap my hand around her stomach and up her ribs.  She leans her head back and closes her eyes.

Have you ever talked to her before about being bisexual or liking girls?

No, never.  We are both virgins and have never had any conversations about sex or our sexuality.

I slide my hand inside her shirt.  I move slow because I am still nervous she is going to stop me.  Neither of us have done this before.

She doesn’t stop me so I slide my hand further up and grab her breasts.  I can feel her nipples hard and her skin feels so soft.

Do you kiss her?

No, not yet.  I don’t want to kiss her.  I just want to feel her breasts.

I can feel my husband’s dick get hard and soft throughout our conversation.  Some things turn him on, but some things just peak his interest so he loses his erection.  I try my hardest to keep us focused on the sexy.

I want to see her breasts so I lift up her shirt and look at them for the first time.  They look amazing.  Young and perky.  They are about the same size as mine except her nipples are smaller.

About what size?

About the size of a half dollar.

I put them in my mouth.  I just want to suck on her breasts.  She puts her head back and moans.   She loves me sucking on her breasts.

I am a bit more curious and want to feel between her legs.  I start moving my hand down her stomach and reach inside her sweats.  She has on panties so I slide my hand under them as well.  She is so hairy.  She has a huge bush and has probably never shaved before.  It feels so amazing.  I slide my hand lower so I can feel the wetness between her legs.  

I want to get her sweats off so I start to take them off her body.

Does she resist or lift herself up to help you?

She lifts herself up to help me.  She wants me to see her vagina.

I get her sweats off and go down to look at her thighs and panties.  I spread her legs and I can see a small wet stain starting to form in her crotch area.  I rub it with my finger and I can feel the juices filtering through the cotton.  She still has her head back but she is making quiet moaning sounds.  I start to slide her panties off and she again lifts up her boy to help me get them off.  

I put my mouth between her legs and really don’t know what I am doing.  Other than myself, I have never seen or felt a vagina.  I do what my instinct tells me and put my tongue inside her slit and taste inside her.  This is how I imagine I am supposed to eat pussy.

How does she taste?

She tastes so good.  She tastes just like how I taste when I eat my pussy off your dick.  It’s perfect.  She smells good and has no weird odor.  We are both young, our vaginas are both young and fresh.  No old semen, no sweat.  We both showered just before she came over so our bodies smell like shampoo and soap.

Does that make you happy?

Yes.  I love eating her out.  I suck on her lips and see her clit for the first time.

What does it look like?

She has smaller lips than me but her clit is about the same size as mine.  Not too big, but I can still clearly see it when I am pulling her lips apart to look inside her.  I can also see she is still a virgin because her hole is so small.

Are you going to be careful?

I don’t know.  I just want to stick my finger inside and see what another vagina feels like.  I have felt mine, but I want to feel hers.  

I slowly slide my finger in, just the tip, and circle it around her tiny hole.  It’s very small.  She has never been stretched so I slowly stick about half of my finger in her and she squirms at my touch.  I can tell it’s somewhat uncomfortable for her but she enjoys it so much.  As I do this, I am sucking on her lips and clit.   

She wiggles more and starts to lift her body up so I can suck on her pussy harder.  I keep sliding my finger inside her until I feel this little bump in the back of her pussy.  It’s think it’s her cervix.   I circle my finger around this bump.

Do you think she has ever masturbated before?

For sure.  She has had an orgasm before and she knows what she is doing. 

She is bleeding a little bit.  I think I may have accidentally broken her hymen.  My finger is deep and my knuckle is stretching her hole open.

We don’t care.  She is still grinding her body against my face and I can feel her juices start to leak.  She isn’t squirting, but her vagina just got very wet around my finger.  She is cumming.  I can feel her walls squeezing on my finger.

I pull my finger out and lay down next to her.  She is embarrassed and pulls her shirt down covering up her breasts.  I lean over to kiss her.

How does kissing her feel?

Her lips are soft.  I like kissing her.  She moves away from my mouth and goes down my neck, to my breasts.  She lifts my shirt up and sees my body for the first time.  My nipples are bigger than hers.  I have big nipples.  I sit up so I can take off my shirt.   I then reach down and take off her shirt so she is totally nude.  She comes back up to me and starts to kiss me, our chest and nipples are rubbing together.

She slides her hand down my body and puts her hand inside my sweats.  She knows its her turn.

My husband’s dick is now hard in my hand.  As hard as he has been throughout the story. I can feel him tense up trying to make himself orgasm.

I lift my body up and pull off my panties and sweats.   She sees my bush for the first time.  I have never shaved since puberty.  My hair is as long as it can get, totally full.  She spreads my legs and looks at my pussy.  I am so wet….

My husband asked me to remove my sweats in real life.  I was topless with baggy sweats on as I was stroking him.  I stand up and take off my sweats.  He wants me to sit on his face.  He wants to taste exactly what my friend was going to taste.  He sticks his fingers up my slit and I am soaking wet.  These stories, although mentally exhaust me, make me wet.  Much like a woman can get turned on by erotica, we can also get turned on if we create our own.  I am as wet as I can get.

My husband moans as he sticks his tongue inside me.  I can hear him mumbling that its the clear sweet wetness that we get as little girls when we get extremely horny.  Not the thick, discharge wetness we get when we are older, which may be more of a mixture our daily wetness, his semen from the night before, and just our bodies cleansing.  This is the type of wetness that is rare and pure.  The clear tasty wetness that men (and women) die to have in their mouths.

He cums almost instantly.  My back is turned away from his dick, as I am sitting face forward, on his face.  But I can feel him jerky and moaning as he cums all over himself.  The more he cums, the deeper his tongue goes inside me.

I then quickly finish my story…

…and then she tastes me pussy and I cum almost immediately.  The end.

We both laugh.  I turn around and lick his cum off his hairy stomach and crotch.

For other couples, it’s totally okay to dive into things you may never want to really experience, with your minds.  We read this a lot on relationship forums.  Sometimes it creates mixed signals, sometimes it creates insecurities.  So talk to your partner, let them know a fantasy is just a fantasy, and assure them it will never go beyond that.  This will help everyone open up and dig into their heads further than they ever have.  Or at least out loud.  And remember, dirty talk is just talk.